To Be or Not to Be Is this Normal?

Here I am thirty(somethin') years old, mother of two and a house wife. This is what I always wanted...I mean as a little girl I used to dream about one day having a family of my own. That is what life is all about! Finding a wonderful man to love and take care of. Someone to have a beautiful family with. Then I would stay at home to do what mothers do, nurture, love and guide our children while daddy goes to work to provide for his family.

Thats what my mother and all of her sisters did. Thats what my Grandmother did, and my cousins and so on and so on. This is absolutely what I have always wanted.......BUT......no one mentioned what you are suppose to do when your babies get older and your poor husband is TOTALLY burnt out!!!!!

Its time to make the transition from stay at home mom, too working mom! How do I do this?????? What exactly do I become now? I was a hair stylist on a great career path>>>do I really try to start over? Is that even where my passion is anymore? I mean I am a different person now than I was in my Twenties.

I love to take care of people and help people! I could be a nurse!!!! But quite honestly.....I don't know if I could do some of the things they have to do. I have my CNA license also maybe thats the way to go.......

I started writing a childrens book.....maybe I could be an author! That would be great, make my own hours, and still be home for the kids!

The thing is I want to do so many different things but the only thing I have experience in is the hair industry........so for now the back and forth

trying to decide what is best continues!!!!!!

I have applied for some educational positions in the beauty industry and also some administrative positions in the corprate world......we will see what the world has in store for me and take it from there.

Bottom line is >>>>I love my life and have no regrets, My family will always be my #1 priority and thats just the way it is.....all the rest will fall into place! Just remember when you love your life will be good!

Live Well, Michelle